Dissertation researching is a long process. I move quickly, but when I consider the amount of research to be done, it seems slow. There are days I feel like I am on track, but most days I have concern about getting everything done to a degree that my committee will approve. These are the hoops we must jump through. By calling it a "hoop," I am not saying it is not important, but that there is a lot of "i" dotting and "t" crossing.
Each new discovery, no matter how small, is important. An email address, other potential archives, a new scholarship translation, an email from a colleague who studies Taneyev piano music, etc. This is all important. Through this research, I have discovered what a rabbit hole research can be. There is always more to be done, another lead to follow-up, more questions to be asked and other questions that are unanswered.
In a way, research is similar to music performance. When we perform, the music is never perfect. There are always musical ideas that can be changed or improved. It is a never ending quest for more musical involvement. Yet, at some point there is an end. Normally it's a performance. We sing, then we put it away. We research and then we have to start writing so we can turn in a dissertation and become the doctor we have always dreamed of becoming.
Onwards and upwards!
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